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Thoughts to ponder
We will start now with submitting different poems , quotes and graphics .
I hope to bring to you some very interesting things for deep thought and contemplating. If there is any certain thing that you would like to see on this site drop me a line or two and tell me what and how to go about it.
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Time may be running out for us on this Earth if we continue to be active in our addictions . There is hope but it takes a lot of determination and hard work to turn that hope into reality .
Reading our daily devotions or One Day at a time Book along with the Big Book is a very important way to start and end our evenings .
Female 
or
Male 
It all works the same.
But yet when it comes to sponsor's we must remain with our own gender or there is a possibility of 13 stepping which defeats the whole purpose of a sponsor.
We are all a gift from God !
Now for a poem written by a friend of mine that I spent time with in recovery.
Thank you very, very much Crystal for submitting your poem for us all to share and enjoy.
Del B
The Depth Of My Addiction 
What was once real to me,
Is now a blur in my memory
You took my love for others,
My self worth,
And yet I kept you with me
You were around every corner,
You were waiting outside,
You appeared in my dreams,
You invaded my mind
Every morning I'd wake up and hope to die
I thought you were my savior,
The one who understood,
The one who took care of me,
The only one that could
A sixteen year old girl dependent on thee
Trapped in your world
For everyone to see
The Shame is to hard to take at times
I'm drowning in addiction,
Washing up with the tides
You crushed my world,
My dignity, my pride
You stole me soul and made me cold
Heartless I was,
Careless, lazy, worthless was what I was told
I'm so torn up
This is too hardcore
I cannot take this anymore
I try and try and never succeed
In making my life what it should be
Unfinished.....
-Crystal
Crystal , this is for you my friend.
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